We are equally justified before God just as our discipler and disciple.
Don't use your freedom for fleshly opportunities (Gal. 5:13)
Serve one another in love (Gal. 5:13)
You are loved by God. It's not the position nor the numbers that bring you significance and worth.
Your value has already been affirmed on the cross. Don't stay in the ministry trying to prove you 'have what it takes'. You're there to give glory to God, not to you.
You can't improve the gospel. Your eloquence, degree and wisdom can't convert souls.