The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
He understands the reasons behind your suffering. He has a deeper purpose why He allowed such thing to happen. These days you might be thinking that your days are being wasted. But it is in this season of sorrow and lack that He is giving you the thing you need most for you to be able to continue in your journey and thus fulfill your calling. Patience enlarges you. Yes, He can give what you ask now but he chooses not to because He wants you to see the beauty of finding contentment in Him alone. God is concerned much about our holiness, not happiness:)